The days pass slowly before my eyes and I can not keep up when we’re very excited tosee someone in hours, minutes, take days to pass, but in my case it seems that I just stopped in time and my life has not been the same from the day you’re gone. When they talk about you near me my heart beats at the speed horses running to battle his generals.It’s insane how you - even further - still manages to mess with every cell of my body. The disappointment of not having it around hurts more than bumps, never seems to dissipate.Accompany the tolling of the hour, the changing seasons, day, afternoon, evening in the hope you come back and we can live all that crazy love of the first year, but you do not return. I just wanted you to know that …
If I ever give up, do not be surprised, because I was tired. I feel my body tired, my throatcap and my arms are falling apart, I write it here without much strength in the fingers.Without much courage. It’s no good to pretend that everything is fine, because it is not.Only an hour I‘ll still be here waiting for you in the same place, but do not delay, do not know how am I still here, intact.